It's all very nice to be working here at the moment. Moreover, I just found a really charming little cafe in Western Berlin where they let you use their wireless connexion if you brought your own laptop. I am planning to stay here until my battery dies.

But I am getting quite bored of the wake-up, work, internet, bed routine. Didn't go out since the Vienna fiasco last week-end, and it is starting to feel really strange. Something needs to be done. But then, I am working early this whole coming week-end as well. But I know I just can't keep going like this!

This morning, I bumped until an old collegue from a London job, we exchanged numbers, and hopefully, she has a little more knowledge about Berlin night life than I do and we should plan something very soon. Like, tonight?


I am still staying with J and Hubbby, and make a point of coming back home only very late at night, to let them time to get the business looked after before my return. Seemed to have worked yesterday... Phew.

Another night like the first ones and I would have started to scream/run around like a mad woman.

All this makes me feel quite eager to come back to London, somehow... I miss the Usual suspects, and being in a country where having a drinking problem is the norm.

I have a longing for something else too, but can't seem to nail it.
Is it French Guy? I'm not sure, but he keeps behaving like the boyfriend, and well, it's all very sweet, but I just can't believe he is genuine. I simply don't want to believe it. If it didn't work out better a few months ago, there must be a reason, right? I wish I'd remember which one.

It's all way too suspicious, and in order to keep myself from going too fast too far with him, I keep in touch with OG. I know I know: Sadomasochism!
And anyway, I'm not really sure I want to see any of OG when I come back. I haven't seen him in ages, and our last facebook conversation quickly went down to yet another row... So I'm starting to think that keeping him where he belongs to (my facebook inbox), is the way to go.

We'll see what happens and who with when I'm back. But I'm dying to find out and waiting another week and a half is doing no good to my already quite bitten nails...