When I logged on facebook this morning I had three messages.
One from French Guy, suggesting we meet up today/tonight.
One from HIHES, asking me on a date tomorrow night.
One from OG, saying he'll be back next week, hoping we can then see eachother then.
My organisation skills are about to be tested to their limit... So is my ability to come up with decent excuses regarding how come I won't be free the next day...
Thank God I have travelling "boyfriends". (OG is on and off to Europe all the time, and HIHES is going on holidays in the US next week)
I'm lucky enough not to have them three in London at the same time.
Still, the reasonable part of me (yes there is one, it's just not very active...) is telling me the time has come to ditch at least one of them, and maybe commit to one of them. But how do I do that, eh?
When I started seeing OG, I told myself it was only until a more appropriate guy came along and set the goal of meeting someone else to take the pressure off...
Then I met French Guy, and decided to keep juggling until I'd figure out want I wanted.
After a month of juggling, I remember telling my good friend Brooke the big problem was I couldn't figure anything out, and saying as a joke the only thing I needed was meeting a third much-much-better one in the aim to happily say sayonara to them!
And BANG! Out of the blue comes HIHES!
But it doesn't mean I want to ditch OG and French Guy... AAAARGH!
I''m going to wash my hair. I wish it'd wash my brain as well.
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